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27.2.15

pls stop wondering why you feel so sad, when you already know

lyric borrowed from you already know by arcarde fire



all these snow days have been throwing me off

what is homework? what is breakfast? what is a cycle?
my parents are mad about trash not being picked up
and I'm happy that I saw this little fluffy blonde dog
twice this week
all he would do every morning is sit in a pile of snow
and if he heard a car he'd go off running in any direction
pretty sure he peed on my neighbors trashcan haha
cycles aren't very important to me until they get messed up.
i like the reactions
someone running to a bus stop they are always too early for
all the snow men around me instead of homeless basketballs
so many pizza cars have made deliveries
and i haven't said hi to my neighbors in over 
3 weeks.
But I'm sort of happy March is almost here.
I have about 2/3 real months of school left.
I've made a lot of deadlines for my self 
like finish this story by March 15th.
make this zine by the week of the 23rd.
And then other things like read a shit ton of books
and it's cool to not focus on hw sometimes.
which is not a good note to self.
but right now all i can really focus on is econ class, and japanese architecture books I've found, 
and shitty essays I obsess over.
I want to take apart stories and then put them back together
sort of to learn and sort of to accept my voice.
idk what i'm saying but it's part of the process.
hope ur week was chill. 
if not take a bath, and eat some oreos.



avocados are also pretty nice, 
casey

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