isn't your therapist also yr best friend?

*yesh i'm going off to college, yes i'm losing my most amazing person who ever could help me yet aka my therapist---also it's so weird i always think my therapist only sees me? it's like lemme calm down. anyways i told my therapist about my crush 2day and it was enlightening lmao*


i wrote this today so i'm gonna be shameless:

little notebooks hurt my hands the same way good songs do. I picture a movement and a moment swelled up in a manuscript of laugher and anger at the same time. Believe it or not--a testing of waters--my sounds become true the moment you hit stop and replay. obeying the silent law that if you like what you hear you should play it once more. take away the afternoons by spending them roaming the depths of yr nostalgia ridden frontal lobe--interrupted by the the people in your headphones.



take a weight off fanny,
yr local barely black girl friend AKA casey